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Ness Lake - flwrgrl
02:31
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heres' the page where the petals pressed
lotus flowers now depressed it reads
im a drunk im a mess
im a drunk im a mess
here's the page where the petals pressed
nature's bookmark's now impressed
by ink and age you hold it close
it's spring time humid now disclosed
in
scribbled cursive fonts designed
i don't want
to die
to die-ie-ie
your head imprints my pillow still
you dream in morse and shoot to kill
i made my bed up tight and clean
it's a pious scene it's a pious scene
your head imprints my pillow still
i've piled books by the window sill
with typeface with too small to read
literacy makes no sense to me
in
scribbled cursive fonts designed
i don't want
to die
to die-ie-ie
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2. |
Ness Lake - marco's song
03:28
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want you to try your best to have fun without me
we both know you can do that easy
i know that i can be hard to let loose around
because it's polar either straight-laced
or stumbling in late -faced
my anxiety renditions:
"i need to go home, i can't stay here"
i could never talk to you, i could never talk
i can't hold my own with you i can't hold my own
the party is lively
i'm dying alone
i'm residing neck deep in your bathroom
you say puke and rally
i wish it was that easy
i was there looking for confidence
past what you said, my binge-drinking passed out
friends with the floor
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Ness Lake - burnt sienna
03:45
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orange sheets
cascading over our bodies
while you sleep
i lie watching anime
it's so hard to pretend
i'm comfortable in my own skin
i want to be covered up in burnt sienna cotton
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4. |
absence
03:30
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i've tried everything
to become me
nothing seems to work
i'm hidden in between
the seam of which i sew my hands
encapsulated in high demand
no one seems to understand
the chore of feeling all-expanded
out to reach the company
i seek solace in those who can't
everything is nothing when you don't feel anything
at all
i've tried everything
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i hate anxiety attacks
curl me tightly around the toilet until i finally can relax
hate my body
hate my mind
i hate everything about me
this can't be healthy
i can't escape this fate
i can't escape this brain
i can't escape this hate
i can't escape this pain
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6. |
marco's song
05:25
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want you to try your best to have fun without me
we both know you can do that easy
i know that i can be hard to let loose around
because it's polar either straight-laced
or stumbling in late -faced
my anxiety renditions:
"i need to go home, i can't stay here"
i could never talk to you, i could never talk
i can't hold my own with you i can't hold my own
the party is lively
i'm dying alone
i'm residing neck deep in your bathroom
you say puke and rally
i wish it was that easy
i was there looking for confidence
i could never talk to you, no, i could never talk
i can't hold my own with you, no, i can't hold my own
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