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good enough

by absinthe father

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Mabel Harper
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Mabel Harper beautiful & cathartic. it comes from dark, painful places i recognize all too well and pours light on them. Favorite track: i'm the only one who could ever love something like you.
will hardy
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will hardy It's like swimming in a sea of security.
carpetsoul
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carpetsoul Haley is a beautiful person who makes beautiful music. Favorite track: bee.
cj sentgerath
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cj sentgerath thank you for pouring your heart out into sensitive subject matter and making those who have experienced similar trauma feel less alone. i love this record and love you with my whole heart. simply beautiful. Favorite track: i'm the only one who could ever love something like you.
Zita
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Zita this album is a source of healing and power. thank you so much Favorite track: i wish i was the one who sent you to jail.
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nails down my back like a chalkboard i am the only one who can call your bluff your tongue leaves a trail like a slug i am paralyzed i am not enough placate your hands with a faint whisper i am begging you i am begging you grip so tight i can feel my fingers blister this is all my fault this is all my fault and i don't wanna die it's just a thing i say sometimes it's just a thing i say sometimes and i don't feel alive don't feel like i'm falling feel like i'm shoved this can't be love this can't be
2.
bee 02:58
you can't save no one who wants to be done who can't see the sun you can't help no one who would rather run who doesn't wanna go on i just want to help see so much of my old self in your tiny head they always say give it a day they'll come back to stay i'm starting to see just what they warned me about you my bee
3.
skin 02:25
imagine how my life could be if i could live outside of me if i could slip out of my skin and maybe start over again i'd choose a suit that wasn't mine and when our thoughts come intertwined i'd make believe that i was better there's something about being stoned that makes me forget that i'm all alone i fall in love with everyone until i make them wanna run it's hard to let anyone in into someone else's skin
4.
i'd like to fall asleep inside the voice you use to apologize to me it's different than the one you used to scream my blood is on my own hands my friends all misunderstand you never mean to hurt me i just make you so fucking angry i'll spill my guts out on the floor so you don't have to anymore
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michigan 03:41
it's always raining in michigan i can feel it underneath my skin still, when i leave, i just want to be back again on your porch, you're smoking cigarettes i never touch the stuff, scared to lose my breath the way that i do when you mix smoke with my name sometimes i wonder if you really feel the same if you don't, i know that i'm the one to blame i can't blame you
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i love smoking weed it helps me calm down when i forget how to breathe because you're not around it makes me eat cause when i look into a mirror, i don't like what i see but i love smoking weed i no longer drink i can't control myself when i'm anxious and i can barely breathe around the people in this bar i'd rather go back to my house and curl up on the couch with my cat, and maybe write a song and definitely hit a bong stoned and watching anime i love to smoke my days away roll my problems up with green until i can't feel anything at all i love smoking weed
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607 01:51
saving change for cigarettes say you'll change, you never meant it walk yourself to the liquor store count your coins out four by four and you double back across the bridge the fall is longer than the life you'll live if you keep this up i'm scared you'll be nothing more than a memory and you oughta know i think you could grow you're not a shitty person no matter how often you say so i think you could be happy, happy i think you could be
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absence 03:35
i've tried everything to become me nothing seems to work i'm hidden in between the seams of which i sew my hands encapsulated, high demand no one seems to understand the chore of being all expanded out to reach the company i seek solace in those who can't everything is nothing when you don't feel anything at all i've tried everything
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good enough 04:17
you've got a knack for making me feel small saying all the things that you know will make me feel like i'm nothing at all good as gone and gone for good i wanna feel good or good enough i decay i wilt away day after day i decay cut out my tongue-- i don't need it melt off my cheeks fingers already broken at your hands stones replace my feet where i once stood you make it clear to me that i'll never be good or good enough for you i decay i wilt away day after day i decay
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released May 17, 2018

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absinthe father Oakland, California

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