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by absinthe father

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cj sentgerath on top of being incredible people, they're incredible musicians. love this split from the first track to the last. pure beauty in its entirety and i will always support y'all. much love to you both, chandler and haley. Favorite track: absence.
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1.
heres' the page where the petals pressed lotus flowers now depressed it reads im a drunk im a mess im a drunk im a mess here's the page where the petals pressed nature's bookmark's now impressed by ink and age you hold it close it's spring time humid now disclosed in scribbled cursive fonts designed i don't want to die to die-ie-ie your head imprints my pillow still you dream in morse and shoot to kill i made my bed up tight and clean it's a pious scene it's a pious scene your head imprints my pillow still i've piled books by the window sill with typeface with too small to read literacy makes no sense to me in scribbled cursive fonts designed i don't want to die to die-ie-ie
2.
want you to try your best to have fun without me we both know you can do that easy i know that i can be hard to let loose around because it's polar either straight-laced or stumbling in late -faced my anxiety renditions: "i need to go home, i can't stay here" i could never talk to you, i could never talk i can't hold my own with you i can't hold my own the party is lively i'm dying alone i'm residing neck deep in your bathroom you say puke and rally i wish it was that easy i was there looking for confidence past what you said, my binge-drinking passed out friends with the floor
3.
orange sheets cascading over our bodies while you sleep i lie watching anime it's so hard to pretend i'm comfortable in my own skin i want to be covered up in burnt sienna cotton
4.
absence 03:30
i've tried everything to become me nothing seems to work i'm hidden in between the seam of which i sew my hands encapsulated in high demand no one seems to understand the chore of feeling all-expanded out to reach the company i seek solace in those who can't everything is nothing when you don't feel anything at all i've tried everything
5.
i hate anxiety attacks curl me tightly around the toilet until i finally can relax hate my body hate my mind i hate everything about me this can't be healthy i can't escape this fate i can't escape this brain i can't escape this hate i can't escape this pain
6.
marco's song 05:25
want you to try your best to have fun without me we both know you can do that easy i know that i can be hard to let loose around because it's polar either straight-laced or stumbling in late -faced my anxiety renditions: "i need to go home, i can't stay here" i could never talk to you, i could never talk i can't hold my own with you i can't hold my own the party is lively i'm dying alone i'm residing neck deep in your bathroom you say puke and rally i wish it was that easy i was there looking for confidence i could never talk to you, no, i could never talk i can't hold my own with you, no, i can't hold my own

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released January 1, 2018

chandler lach, kris lane, and haley butters

special thank you to kevin tolliver for recording absinthe father's version of marco's song and to matthew johnson for the incredible album artwork. please support these two at daily grind productions and matthewryanjohnson(dot)com

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